31 Day Challenge for January: Day 8

31 Day Challenge

Day 8: The theme is ‘honesty’.

Honesty.

Here we go. *This is one of the rare times you’ll hear me being seriously honest. Like I don’t think I’m going to joke at all.*

I think honesty is important but overrated. I think people are hypocritical when it comes to honesty. They expect you to be completely honest with them and what do you get in return?

That’s right. Zilch. Nada. Just a gaping hole left in the place of trust.

That’s all I have to say.

Sorry, I’ve just had a really bad day.

I’ll post something better tomorrow,

A I Want To Curl Up And Cry Teenager.

 

31 Day Challenge for January: Day 5

31 Day Challenge for January

Day 5: The theme is “biggest fear”

So we all have these irrational fears and truth be told, all my fears are pretty irrational… I’m going to list 3 of my biggest irrational fears and then one fear which isn’t all that irrational (well, maybe that’s irrational as well).

1) Ceiling Fans on the Highest Speed.

Now I know you’re probably wondering “Woah! This girl’s paranoid” and trust me I am. Somehow I think when the fan is on its maximum speed it has a higher chance of… falling down and right on me. Irrational, I know. I never let the fan run on the maximum speed when I’m in the room because I start getting really nervous and zone out of conversations because I’m just staring at the fan waiting for it to fall. No, this fear has not been instilled in me after watching Final Destination. Yes my head is too precious to have a ceiling fan fall on it.

Imagine this on falling on your head…. not a pretty sight.

2) Lizards

Something about these creatures creep me out. Well, I think this fear boosted into my biggest fear list when I was pretty small like 8 or 9. I’d gone to the washroom at around four in the morning and well what do you expect to see? A huge( and I mean absolutely gigantic) lizard in the washroom. So I did what I had to do, yelled at the top of my voice and woke up my entire family while scaring the lizard away. I was pretty badass if I say so myself. But seriously, lizards are like a freak of nature. And they’ve always freaked me out since then. Irrational fear I know, but seriously that lizard was huge! And I’m not even talking about the “exotic” type of lizards (is there even something like that?). I’m talking about the normal house lizards or geckos as they’re called.

I asked my little brother to search for a picture because it grosses me out.

 

3) Lifts

Imagine you go into tiny place which is supposed to take you twenty floors higher. There’s nothing around you except blank walls and suddenly, the lights go off. Then the walls start closing in on you and start to suffocate you. The cables that pull the space upwards snap and collapse and you’re falling while suffocating……

No, this is not a horror story. It’s just my worst nightmare.

I feel like I’m going to have a panic attack for the first few milliseconds before entering a lift. It’s the scariest thing ever. Irrational but hey, it could happen. Just saying.

This tiny space is responsible for you.

And now for the fear that isn’t all that irrational. I tend not to show a lot of emotions because it makes you vulnerable. And I’m scared of feeling vulnerable and having people taking advantage of that. It leaves you wide open to get hurt and feeling hurt and feeling like you’re about to cry at a drop of a hat because you’re in pain is one thing that I don’t want to go through. Ever. What makes it worse is when that somebody who hurts you over and over again used to be someone you used to trust. That’s another reason I don’t have a best friend. I have several close friends but choosing one best friend out of them would be impossible.

 

So that’s about it.

I have so much homework to do now,

See ya,

A Freaked Out After Writing This Post Teenager.

 

 

30 Day Challenge: Day 18

30 Day Challenge

Day 18: Post 30 facts about yourself.

 

I know, I know I’m terrible at posting everyday. Anyway, here it goes- 30 facts about myself in no order of importance.

1) My full name had 25 letters *extremely long*.

2) I’m 16.

3) I’m a Gemini *We’re awesome. Admit it*

4) I love reading– every genre other than non-fiction.

5) I love listening to music.

6) I love singing even though I’m pretty horrible.

7) I have a crush on this adorable penguin called Luke Hemmings.

8) I really like to write because it’s only through my writing that I let loose a lot of emotions I feel at that point of time.

9) I’m on Twitter, Wattpad and Instagram.

10) I like to bake.

11) I never trust people easily.

12) 5 Seconds of Summer is my favourite band and I really want to meet them.

13) I’m a Psychic Ponguinda with a pet unicorn. Poguinda = Potato, Penguin and Panda  *yes I’m weird. Deal with it*.

14) I love chocolate.

15) I’m so sarcastic that I don’t even know when I’m not sarcastic anymore.

16) I want to become a Youtuber.

17) I am terrible at keeping this blog.

18) I have a very boring life.

19) I really love the song Amnesia.

20) I love it when I see comments that praise my writing on here.

21) I never get close to people.

22) I hate feeling vulnerable.

23) I like playing basketball and swimming.

24) I’m weird. I wasn’t always this way though.

25) I love food.

26) I don’t really watch many movies.

27) I think ninjas are pretty cool.

28) I don’t play video games. *Don’t judge.*

29) I don’t believe in love at first sight. It’s lust; not love.

30) I think it’s funny how I took so long in writing 30 facts about myself.

 

Well, there it is.

30 Facts About Me 😀

It took me ages to write them.

30 Day Challenge: Day 2

30 Day Blog Challenge

Day 2- Write something that someone told you about yourself that you never forget.

Well, this is was pretty tough cause I usually don’t remember anything that people tell me about myself. Plus I have people telling me things like “Hey, you look like an absolutely adorable hamster when you smile like that.” So you get what I deal with on a regular basis.

Probably the only thing I’ll remember for a long time (or at least the next week) is when someone (cannot disclose who it is) told me “You’re one of the people I’m close to so I know you really well and I get how easy it is for you to make friends but no one there is out to be your friend. No one. So if you do find friends who like you for who you are and not because of materialistic things, keep them close. I know you’re not gullible and you can make good decisions but you need to remember this.  The others you should just tolerate. Because that’s the way the world is. Actually, that’s the way reality works. Trust me, I know.”

This probably doesn’t sound like it’s all just about me.. It’s advice in general but since the person knows me really well, the advice was tailored for me. The person knows how I can become really good friends with someone and I’ll be loyal to them. So I was given this advice.

 

If you’ve been given advice like this or been told something about yourself that you’ll never forget, leave a comment 🙂

And if you like what I’ve written, like the post 🙂

Thanks.